When Life gets me down- I lift mine eyes to the Hills like the scriptures and knows where my help comes from. Its In Christ Jesus my Lord who is the author and finisher of my Life. This blog is about me expressing poetry,personal short stories, philosophical , INSPIRING spiritual and Natural Hair -stories of my Life Journey
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Coming out of hiding
Coming out of hiding
He made the entire human race and made the earth hospitable ....so we
could seek after God and not just grope around in dark but actually find him.He doesn't play hide and seek with us Acts 17: 26-29
I want my character to be real and generous
Not a gossiping church person she just a religious person .
I want to display truth from inside out just as I am (ripped stylish jeans and a t- shirt with a snap-back -my church clothes ;-) once and for real
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Telling
I was a born in sin , I lied, swore to God before on His name unread Word , did every nasty thing under the Sin of fornication , committed adultery and yea that hurt me and my honey, but I confessed the secret that I thought was going to my grave for the Lord to restore me and the story is long and deep in me -God is still working on me , I asked God how do I tell this story because I know it can be a testimony for somebody- I know I can't win em all and not everyone will hear me and understand me but one who hear it may say "that is what up",
I have been through that before and if you have not , that is good , I am not telling no one to go and sleep with anyone who is not their husband or lay up with others because they are horny.
Live your life as Holy People as God's word says, he did not say be perfect or walk around pointing your fingers saying shame shame on you for living in sin , but when you fall, get back up and walk up Righteous according to His Will but you have a choice to walk on your own if you choose to
I have been through that before and if you have not , that is good , I am not telling no one to go and sleep with anyone who is not their husband or lay up with others because they are horny.
Live your life as Holy People as God's word says, he did not say be perfect or walk around pointing your fingers saying shame shame on you for living in sin , but when you fall, get back up and walk up Righteous according to His Will but you have a choice to walk on your own if you choose to
Encouraged by others Testimony - I have my own -God is Amazing
When encouraged by others testimony -
it is a blessing to know that someone sees God's Glory -
I am not a rapper or famous actor
to some I am just a No-Body
that God uses to parent my kids and be a wife in my own home ,
on top of that I am a great helper in assisting others -
Folks know me as that is nice Stella -
God knows me more than the nice -
he remembers when I had opportunities that I could of taken my life
He brought me a long way from the thoughts that are past -
not sure If I can regret it
because I am glad I went through the things I experienced
cause if I didn't I wouldn't be the Cristella
I am today ...
living for God ,
doing me on the regular ,
loving Him because He is my Father
~ Stella
it is a blessing to know that someone sees God's Glory -
I am not a rapper or famous actor
to some I am just a No-Body
that God uses to parent my kids and be a wife in my own home ,
on top of that I am a great helper in assisting others -
Folks know me as that is nice Stella -
God knows me more than the nice -
he remembers when I had opportunities that I could of taken my life
He brought me a long way from the thoughts that are past -
not sure If I can regret it
because I am glad I went through the things I experienced
cause if I didn't I wouldn't be the Cristella
I am today ...
living for God ,
doing me on the regular ,
loving Him because He is my Father
~ Stella
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
I said it , so what I say can not be blackmailed against me
The whole idea of blogging my personal thoughts is me being completely naked in front of you all. My admitting of things that I DID ....is what was Done....It is not who I am now. I am unashamed and that means that I have keep my eyes to GOD and renewing of my mind with scriptures and prayer.
I am a human born on this earth like everyone else. I admit that I am a sinner. I refuse to go to the grave without telling the world how Jesus saved me .....
To be in sin is to be in Darkness ... if I want to walk in the Light ....sin must be exposed so that I can walk right.
When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life. John 8:12
I am a human born on this earth like everyone else. I admit that I am a sinner. I refuse to go to the grave without telling the world how Jesus saved me .....
To be in sin is to be in Darkness ... if I want to walk in the Light ....sin must be exposed so that I can walk right.
When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life. John 8:12
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Check out my private coach who has helped me and still is working with me
Mark McKinnon has helped several actors with their careers. If you're looking for a private coach, or you are in need of consultation, email Mark at markmckinnon.nyc@gmail.com. Sessions are held at The Life Center in Camp Springs, MD.
Reduce Clutter in your home ? I need to , what about you ?
Hey you
I have a assignment for myself and You , (Mom's ) join me.......
I am the one that can hold on to things ....ya know the old bills, the pans , pots , the memoirs from the children's enfant years....and some may say to me ..why ?
I have decided to reduce clutter , reduce the headache , reduce the stress and really seeing things neat in clean.....
WE can start the challenge today and when the clutter is finished ...share pictures of the finished work!
Helpful tips
1.) Purge now: Choose a room in your home and throw away, donate, and sell items that are not used or needed in that room. Each day, choose a different room. Before the week is up, you will have purged your entire home. Collect items in garage or one area to have a garage sale, or for items to be donated to your local area shelter, church or charity.
2.) Arm your family with storage options: One of the biggest reasons home owners or apartment renters feel it is hard to keep clutter at bay is accessibility to storage options. Find a system that works for you and your family. Baskets for loose magazines, clear toy bins for kids, and labeled filing boxes for the home office.
3.) Teach your family to declutter: When your children bring home arts and crafts, extra papers and miscellaneous clutter items. Ask them what they like the most, and file or cleverly eliminate what they don’t want. Older clutter items that may be taking real estate on kid’s desks and work tables can also be cleverly disposed of!
4.) Optimize vertical storage: Instead of trying to use every square inch of your floor space, use vertical storage. Shelving, book shelves, and vertical storage solutions will help you gain more floor space and keep everything in plain eye sight. Use highest shelving for seldom used seasonal items, so you don’t have to climb a ladder or step stool often.
5.) Make it part of your schedule: If every weekend for one hour you went through your home and looked for items that are no longer valid or used, this will keep down clutter tremendously. Magazine subscriptions, old newspapers, stacks of bills and mail are all items that should be filed or disposed of weekly
6.) Imagine how great you will feel: Have you ever walked into a clean room and then right into a cluttered room? Even though you think it may not affect you, try living in the cluttered space for days and weeks at a time. You will find you are less productive, more irritable and less likely to want to spend meaningful time in the space. Try it.
7.) Make it fun: Let’s face it, if organizing was more fun… oh how our homes would stay clutter free! Figure out what motivates you to declutter? Need incentives, new organization bins, file cabinets, or repainting the home office if you can keep your space decluttered? Make basket ball hoops over your kid’s laundry hamper… whatever works, right?!
8.) Know when to let go: Often times, the source of clutter is our own inability to let go of the old and unnecessary. This is especially true with clothes, memorabilia, and family collections. Assess your reason for keeping, and be able to have a physical place for everything you keep. If the only place your items fit is in a brown box in the garage, you probably don’t need it.
9.) Every time you finish, put it away: Parents especially are infamous for telling their kids to put things away after they play with them, but adults don’t always do the same. Your ability to put things back after you use them, will keep your home cleaner, and save you from procrastinating to the end of the week!
10.) Find productivity tools to help: With the advanced technology era we live in today, there is some type of productivity tool to help you stay organized and therefore clutter free! From online resources to help you organize your papers to smart phone apps to help you organize your business, there is no excuse why you can’t have a clutter free home and life.
I would love to hear how you keep your home free , Please feel free to share any ideas that you may use
Right Now if you are like me and would like to complete this challenge.......
Lets Go
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
I have a assignment for myself and You , (Mom's ) join me.......
I am the one that can hold on to things ....ya know the old bills, the pans , pots , the memoirs from the children's enfant years....and some may say to me ..why ?
I have decided to reduce clutter , reduce the headache , reduce the stress and really seeing things neat in clean.....
WE can start the challenge today and when the clutter is finished ...share pictures of the finished work!
Helpful tips
1.) Purge now: Choose a room in your home and throw away, donate, and sell items that are not used or needed in that room. Each day, choose a different room. Before the week is up, you will have purged your entire home. Collect items in garage or one area to have a garage sale, or for items to be donated to your local area shelter, church or charity.
2.) Arm your family with storage options: One of the biggest reasons home owners or apartment renters feel it is hard to keep clutter at bay is accessibility to storage options. Find a system that works for you and your family. Baskets for loose magazines, clear toy bins for kids, and labeled filing boxes for the home office.
3.) Teach your family to declutter: When your children bring home arts and crafts, extra papers and miscellaneous clutter items. Ask them what they like the most, and file or cleverly eliminate what they don’t want. Older clutter items that may be taking real estate on kid’s desks and work tables can also be cleverly disposed of!
4.) Optimize vertical storage: Instead of trying to use every square inch of your floor space, use vertical storage. Shelving, book shelves, and vertical storage solutions will help you gain more floor space and keep everything in plain eye sight. Use highest shelving for seldom used seasonal items, so you don’t have to climb a ladder or step stool often.
5.) Make it part of your schedule: If every weekend for one hour you went through your home and looked for items that are no longer valid or used, this will keep down clutter tremendously. Magazine subscriptions, old newspapers, stacks of bills and mail are all items that should be filed or disposed of weekly
6.) Imagine how great you will feel: Have you ever walked into a clean room and then right into a cluttered room? Even though you think it may not affect you, try living in the cluttered space for days and weeks at a time. You will find you are less productive, more irritable and less likely to want to spend meaningful time in the space. Try it.
7.) Make it fun: Let’s face it, if organizing was more fun… oh how our homes would stay clutter free! Figure out what motivates you to declutter? Need incentives, new organization bins, file cabinets, or repainting the home office if you can keep your space decluttered? Make basket ball hoops over your kid’s laundry hamper… whatever works, right?!
8.) Know when to let go: Often times, the source of clutter is our own inability to let go of the old and unnecessary. This is especially true with clothes, memorabilia, and family collections. Assess your reason for keeping, and be able to have a physical place for everything you keep. If the only place your items fit is in a brown box in the garage, you probably don’t need it.
9.) Every time you finish, put it away: Parents especially are infamous for telling their kids to put things away after they play with them, but adults don’t always do the same. Your ability to put things back after you use them, will keep your home cleaner, and save you from procrastinating to the end of the week!
10.) Find productivity tools to help: With the advanced technology era we live in today, there is some type of productivity tool to help you stay organized and therefore clutter free! From online resources to help you organize your papers to smart phone apps to help you organize your business, there is no excuse why you can’t have a clutter free home and life.
I would love to hear how you keep your home free , Please feel free to share any ideas that you may use
Right Now if you are like me and would like to complete this challenge.......
Lets Go
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Being Content
Last night sermon at church was encouraging to me because it spoke on being in fear in sharing how we as people do mess up.
Mostly everyone knows that we are not perfect but it is still the fact that we sometimes become afraid to fail....
I feel like a failure when talking about my past
My coming up with parents - my mistakes of disobedience and dishonor......
I was taken to a group home - I was a ward of the State in my teen years......My learning lesson from Christ of knowing what children go through who don't have parents loving them and disciplining them and showing them how to Love Jesus back because he surely loves us all back.
My failure of wanting a mate , a boyfriend , and then when I got my boyfriend, I failed into the bed of sex , the UH OH ! I am Dead with My father God ....my own lies of justification saying to self "everyone is doing this " ....I failed
I remember having my first born child, and I knew the lessons of premarital sex, all I knew was I failed...... I wanted to be married and not live with a boyfriend ,go to church pretending like heaven will come and possible chances that the church will be gone......
Grace from God because if The Church was gone , I would of missed it and would of suffered long and hard in a world that is going to get worst and eventually burn ... I can imagine but don't want experience it .......
I failed when I stepped out of my committed relationship with my then boyfriend numerous times , and telling myself this lie about " I wanna to experience with other and not live a life connected to one partner , another crazy thought in my head was " I will let this continue because we will probable break up since he do not want to marry me "
I failed when lies were being told in my relationship ......
I failed when I did not pray .....because it got me in many hurtful arguments and discussions .......
God , I thank you for calming storms in my life ,I thank you for placing my feet in a congregation where I feel not judged in a sense where stones will be thrown but if they judged me ,it will be criticism for me to do better in my growing in you ......
thank you Lord for the lessons I have learned and the lessons you are still teaching me to help me get stronger .....
I do Lord understand that it is better to be content than to be worried.
I do understand what James 3:2 We all Stumble in many ways
I have been on my financial Peace journey and there are some bumps and bruises of getting those SIMPLE money Baby Steps right.....I fail in not being perfect of keeping that emergency fund far away .....I have failed when a bill was not paid on time after I promised myself over and over ...this won't happen this month.....
I know that admitting my failures is pure honesty ...its apart of God's test for me because it is truly a Testimony .....to encourage others to see , I am human too......and then that is the beginning of finding out what contentment looks and feels like ....
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