Martha I miss ya always

Today I am thinking of Martha my younger sis , she meant alot to me , my first lil sis , remembers when she came home from the hospital when she was born or the thought that wen through my head when I found out she would be a special needs child and we will pay careful attention to her development growth because of something called Down Syndrome...never knew that it was going to blow me and the time she turned 18 she was diagnosed with something called leukemia, my brother James and I knew to get to google and we found that other down syndrome children grew with it and the stories for their testimonies was it was harmony for them to know that their families with down syndrome had leukemia and lived but I had a hope , I said My lil sis will be ok ,she wont let nothing stop her cause she loved to rock back and forth to beautiful music that spoke about Jesus...She was our music dance fan, she helped us get into our music groove and rejoice with a dance no matter how the roads of life was going...

I thank Lord for bring her in my life cause she taught me about peace with Jesus and rejoicing in the Lord no matter what the storm that goes

I just ask the Lord for Peace because I am missing you little sis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJzZU6MKQdk

I must keep Reading

I must keep reading

when I read I feel free

my kids begin to mock me

and find this love for words just like me

I love to read

I remember when I first begin to read

i must of red my first novel over and over

now that I am grown

i can't get enough of that self help book

with spirituality and knowing the difference between being religious with tradition and a true solid relationship with the Lord

Learning and yearning for scripture to feel up my soul and heart for every hole that is there , it needs to be filled with God's loving words for me to stay strong and to always hold on

I Miss ya

Today I am thinking of Martha my younger sis , she meant alot to me , my first lil sis , remember when she came home from the hospital when she was born or the thought that wen through my head when I found out she would be a special needs child and we will pay careful attention to her development growth because of something called Down Syndrome...never knew that it was going to blow me and the time she turned 18 she was diagnosed with something called leukemia, my brother James and I knew to get to google and we found that other down syndrome children grew with it and the stories for their testimonies was it was harmony for them to know that their families with down syndrome had leukemia and lived but I had a hope , I said My lil sis will be ok ,she wont let nothing stop her cause she loved to rock back and forth to beautiful music that spoke about Jesus...She was our music dance fan, she helped us get into our music groove and rejoice with a dance no matter how the roads of life was going...

I thank Lord for bring her in my life cause she taught me about peace with Jesus and rejoicing in the Lord no matter what the storm that goes

I just ask the Lord for Peace because I am missing you little sis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJzZU6MKQdk