God
you remember me , of course you do cause I be needing you every hour , remember how I was the soft little girl that never stood up for myself and cried my eyes like melted ice
God I am a nice person that see good in every person although some I have met has truly been people who have illed themselves in the head but I cant fought them for that - that what goes through their head , to not take heed to someone who actually cares enough to say the real that goes on in my head
God take the burden of others off my head ,its to heavy , I can't weigh the trouble of others, if they feel a ill way about me let them God build up the courage to tell me rather than others
God I know me and you most definately know me
yup I was the one that rejected people at my own selfish times wanting people to only see me and my mind
but Help me Lord not get offended so easily or offend others in the ways I speak
Lord let me not loose the assignment of me being my husband help meat because of small . miscommunicated immature beef
I am not ready for that
not sure if the pepco,geico,or the car note is either
I try Lord
but I failed
I am tired of failing
over and over again
you send me the same type of person to be in my life
to help me with my ways and for me to help them with thine
but it ain't playing out the way I see in my dreams
just a simple real talk of discussion, no cussin , just yea - I feel ya-ya feel
daps, and heads up - now lets keep it moving
day by day and show others this how you squash the beef and build true relationship whether it be with your mate, you friend, classmate or those we work with
God is Love is a three word statement but it tells a huge story with in itself
God is the Auther of this life , the authur of my salvation
you know my strenghts , you know what I can bear and you know what I am suppose to see
help me God gain the strength that is for me
and I thank you Lord for the strength you gave me in those 3 pregnancies
cause JEEEEEEEEEESsssus , you saved me
Lord Forgive those I hurt, show them my intentions of speaking to them is to not hurt
show those who view me, my post my notes that I am being real as I come, and I am putting each statement I make into practice and living it out , once upon a time I was fake but now its different - I am ready to share my faith story because to you oh GOd BE THE GLory
Guard my heart
help me to never Give up
help me to always stand on solid ground which is your word
and not sinking sand
Love you Lord
your Child who need your arms to wrap around me
Cristella
