Just jotting words down, it's just a spiritual poem/flow that just came to my mind that I had to type....haven't  written in a while ....will begin to get better and keeping this blog updated.....

"There are lot of pretenders pretending to be believers...how I know them...is because I was one of them..its like looking in a mirror...calling out Christ name but entertaining all what humans have to say from superstition,personal intuition,old folktales, believing myths not realizing tha

t you are not winning cause you are not all in for Him ....you want to do what you want to do, from arguing about non sense,calling people out of their names, holding on to all types of past shame because life feels like its a game and it appears we all gonna get heaven's gain....when deep down you not really certain, keep second guessing , I am living right because I like what the preacher said, I don't deny it ,he is an alright guy but I am living my life like a lie,sinning because it feels good to me....this aint for no one to judge me, right? everyone says only God can judge me...but wait that must not be right because my heart feels heavy when I get corrected by another christian who tells me what the Word says, It makes me so angry but Paul did say "But he that is spiritual can judge all spiritual things - Spiritual Fitness "