what I do with my time ?
For 7 years now I have been working the oddest shift for a mother and a wife. I work the mid shift as a 3-11 pm Concierge. In the Beginning I wanted badly and complained terribly about working in the day . well I have been through some challenges with manager writing up- each time I felt omg The world is over . yes the write up hindered me from transferring or moving up. But when I spend time with Jesus. I see His words saying Be Still" . I never realized that I was so impatient for a long time. Sure I am a quiet chilled keep it low type of person but I can become over anxious in thing where God has placed me.
I am learning daily to be become more patient and knowing that God is Everything to me and He has my back.
I know that my help comes from Him and I can speak up for up self in Truth, Grace and Love.
I know that this body is not mine and I must take care of it as I am a King's Kid. I cleansed my body, press every peice of clothing while walking around professionals who watches me daily to a T . No matter how my moods can get rough, I know that God loves me and I am Free in Him.
As I pay off Debts and get myself ready for financial Freedom I understand more clearly now how much my giving is Loving. I am also understand God wants me to invest in myself in relating my daily walk with Him and not becoming some old religious stiff.
Religious stiff - just go to church every Sunday, pay tithes, offering and really tell myself that will get me into heaven
I have learned to speak kindly although we live in a mean mean world
God Loves me and you so very much and He only wants the very BEST For us.
God is wonderful
I am excited as I am on my day to day rejevenation,cleansing in this hour.
Its a bit difficult for me not to turn on the tv, and bust out laughing at a repeated sitcom or some outrageously crazy reality.
God is here with me as I live out my promise to him in being the Proverbs 31 Woman to my husband and the mother to my kids.
Its not easy , no one ever should say it is
Striving to perfectly love everyone is my challenge and a "I will do"
Wow, I really admire your thoughts and that is the best way to live and I congratulate you on your efforts for you are the type of person all people should strive to be. One who believes and lives in the good and strives for the better because they know God is gonna carry them the whole way even through bad or good. You have struggled, you have worked hard and believe it or not it will in fact pay off. Patience in most definently Key.
ReplyDelete:) Thanks Mesha for your comment and your confidence in me and understanding what my goals our about.I do appreciate that real about you.
DeleteThank God for you !